I find it romantic

I've been following this program for awhile...or should I say this anime.

Nodame Cantabile 1 , Paris + Finale .

The girl is so energetic , weird but so talented. And adored her senior,also known as crush.

She keeps on hanging around this senior's life although he keep on pushing her away, calling her weird, reject, and all those kind of stuff but in a nice way.

He who knows only about music and carrier and not give a damn bout love or social life.

Then came this girl to his life, soon I found out his falling for her back but hard to tell that.

I totally envy THAT kind of girl..who isn't shy to do what ever she wants until she gets it.. Thank goodness she isn't the annoying type . hahaha

I wish I could be like that, I mean, bee able to talk to the person I like, love, fall for...so 'he' could fall for me.

To tell the truth, I'm afraid to face up with boys..they just give me the goose bumps . Have no idea how. Maybe the opposite sex makes it clear.hahaha.

Anyway, what if a guy I don't like fall for me??

A playboy just wants to play with me??

Not hansom guy??

Not MY TYPE ?!!

What am I to do?? Aaaarrrhhhh

I'm thinking to deep... all because my annoying ass hole cousin I guess.. They said , if I don't shake this attitude off...i'll be anakdaratua (ADT)

let the malay people know...its too embarrassed .

I almost cry you know.. funny how I like to say marriage eeewwww when I was still in kindergaten .

But now my eyes are open for this kind of stuff...everybody does...

So, as you know.. I did try to speak up with boys..it went hairwire hahahha.. funny how easy to play with guys heart... I found out if your being to nice to this one boy, then he will think YOU like him.. errghhh...like theres nothing else I can like.. please! wake up! who would want to fall for you! especially when your a playboy!

okay, the story have gotten away from the title.hahaha

But this is still a love story ;D

Although, even if I'm a boy..in his shoes.. > a girl being nice to this one boy..only one or two..

It is weird..BUT HELLO!! A girl starts to talk slowly..not all every boys I can handle...one at a time! So sorry boys if you think that way..

Its again my Ass Hole cousin's fault...(wonder if she sneeze )hahahaha

She said try talking to boys more,practice makes perfect...its like an advice you usually hear to practice a kiss ' kiss a pillow first' eeewwww!!

Anyhow, thats all for what I could think of now.. Don't know why I went so blank whenever i try to blog..hmmm

Tee Hee I'm GETTING OLD! ;D