Feeling Unwanted hurts.

Feeling unwanted really does hurt. Especially when it came from the ones you love.

I, have always have the stare look over me. My grandma's sisters are not marry. Theres 3 of them,one died when I was so young. So, basically these women have their own favorite .Most is boys. BOYS BOYS BOYS! I don't mind it actually..but please don't show that much to the one here. You both are going on a trip to Singapore and requested only boy.no girls. WHAT A SHAME ON YOU!

Whatever I did are wrong in your eyes. I cut my lil sister's hair cause my mum ask to. I don't need a praise from you ATALL. But you don't have to make that shit face of yours. Its like you disgusted with me.....and F.Y.I that really does hurt me deep.

I wanted you to know..but how I wish my tongue won't curl up and stop me from saying awful things. Respect you I must..I just wanted you to feel how much it hurts me, thats all.

So you know your mistake and never do it again.

Also! criticism me with that other side child(somehow relative to me) SAME age. SAME AGE! So you like to see which is better. Hell this is family that both are the same. Shes not even my cousin..my aunt but same age,my mum's cousin. So don't care!

I prefer the other side family.Although they are not rich or top to trend, kampung a lil. But at least they don't hurt my feelings at all !

Tee Hee !

I AM NOT A SOCIAL GIRL. EVEN TO MY BIG FAMILY.. *IThinkINeedHelp?