The End Of Holiday.

30/12/2011 .

My break is almost finish..

now study are left . The whole break I've been bored in my house. If not I'll be at my cousin's or grandparent's home. But when I have this injury on my feet, I can't seem to walk around much. All the plans with my friends need to be cancel. Hope I get better tomorrow so that I can RIDE the twin bicycle with My Best Cousin <3 I wouldn't want to let her down.

Anyway, its been days since I'm like this. All I could do is sit down , watch TV, surf the net..

So, basically I'm watching this anime online.. And WOW I'm nearly finishing it. This just show my life is dull . Even on holidays like this :( huhuh

I'm like a zombie now. My brain doesn't work for so long..all I do is stare...bad huh? I know.

So much for my goal for next year..erm,well...I thought of studying a little this december..but seems like december is living me now and fast. Talk about study this break... MY HOMEWORK!! Oh shit I beeter get help..now I remember theres alot and I can't copy it in time to send it !

Aaaarrggghhh!!

Tee Hee . Thats what I get for delaying huh. hmm... ^~^

My Mistake.

Dear readers,

I am sorry if theres been spelling errors or some words that you just can't understand here. I'm just a lil frustrate and I wrote to fast without even read the post before pressing 'post' .

So, I'm sorry guys... I will definately try my best in the future.

Tee Hee , Love you readers. You give me support to right even more.

P.S. I put Avril Lavigne's song as my music here is because my first espression is I'm angry and alot more emo..but hey, now I've move on ...I guess...well,trying :)

Feeling Unwanted hurts.

Feeling unwanted really does hurt. Especially when it came from the ones you love.

I, have always have the stare look over me. My grandma's sisters are not marry. Theres 3 of them,one died when I was so young. So, basically these women have their own favorite .Most is boys. BOYS BOYS BOYS! I don't mind it actually..but please don't show that much to the one here. You both are going on a trip to Singapore and requested only boy.no girls. WHAT A SHAME ON YOU!

Whatever I did are wrong in your eyes. I cut my lil sister's hair cause my mum ask to. I don't need a praise from you ATALL. But you don't have to make that shit face of yours. Its like you disgusted with me.....and F.Y.I that really does hurt me deep.

I wanted you to know..but how I wish my tongue won't curl up and stop me from saying awful things. Respect you I must..I just wanted you to feel how much it hurts me, thats all.

So you know your mistake and never do it again.

Also! criticism me with that other side child(somehow relative to me) SAME age. SAME AGE! So you like to see which is better. Hell this is family that both are the same. Shes not even my cousin..my aunt but same age,my mum's cousin. So don't care!

I prefer the other side family.Although they are not rich or top to trend, kampung a lil. But at least they don't hurt my feelings at all !

Tee Hee !

I AM NOT A SOCIAL GIRL. EVEN TO MY BIG FAMILY.. *IThinkINeedHelp?

A Gift for a friend.

So, today I bought a gift for my dear friend. To tell the truth, we're not that close to each other. Lets say its just an excuse for me to go and meet up with my long lost friend...kinda like that..haha.

We search everywhere for the perfect present. We heard the birthday girl likes Pooh. So we want a very big Pooh so she can hug it in her dreams or so we plan. The birthday girl has a very small body . Well, small enough for a high school girl. But what the heck.

We have our tea time at Chicken Rice Shop,Ninth Evenue . The service is SUPERSLOW! Don't ever go there guys. I've been there before and I thought it will change the better..but I was wrong.. Its a good thing I don't mind sitting there talking with my friends. If not, I'm sure to call the manager or maybe fire them all.WUAHAHAH! like I have the power to do so..hmmm... but it won't hurt to try ,right?

OH YA! my feet have 'nanah' ....ya, ofcause it hurts..so I have a good time sitting down . Incase you never know..I've been sitting and lying all day since last wednesday ...pity me..huhu.

Anyway, moral of the story??

I have fun !! Woohoo! not like last time..I don't really know why I didn't..maybe i'm sored out.

Plus, the party is gonna be a surprise party at alamanda next week. Hope its gonna happen. You know for a 16 year old girl..can't drive..this is a major thing to think through.

Tee hee!

Comic Fiesta Convention 2011

Kyaa!!!

I missed it!

Oh how I wish I was there. I heard its pack with people and some waited in line to get in about 3hours and ended up sold out. Gggrrr!

But the best thing is some cosplayer are standing outsite of the building and the fans can take picture with the cosplayer. What A haven it is to see them real live other from inside the TV. Although the cosplayer are NOT the exact person, and not as cute as they are in the TV, they sure have guts to wear them and show off it to Ota-kun.huhu

Next year I am sure to go there without any dought! With cosplaying myself. Fuhuhu~

I don't care if the date is on my SPM. I'll just sneak out the back door.WUAHAHAH!

Or maybe I could just finish the paper super fast and head home.

OH YA! the reason I didn't go also because I can't drive myself there. So, my birthday is on January, the first thing I wanna do is to get my license for sure. So no problem if I want to go anywhere I want anymore. ! Wahahaha!

Easy solution EVER!!!!

Tee Hee !

Korean Stars .

I know every people in the world, every each person loves korea. Not to forget me, I love them so much too. I love to watch their drama more than their songs. Because it feels like they own the musical world now after Holywood and Bolywood .

Thats not it. One of the reasons are their faces. Its beauty like an angel, the guys are hansome like hell.

Well, sorry to say but they cheat on this. Plastic surgery on all those faces. Almost everyone in korea have plastic surgery. They even give it as birthday present . How amazing is that?? But one slight thing, I might fear this could come to side effect. So, I wish the best for those who use this stuff. I too am an ugly person, I feel I'm fat as a pig, ugly like the beast when ever I look in the mirror. So what I thought is about having plastic surgery just like them. So I could be beautiful as always. But then my mum said to me thats just my illusion . I'm no near them or maybe alittle. But I still can survive can I.

Tee Hee , so heres an advice, think carefully when ever your about to do something that can change you forever.

I just realize I know not much of my schoolmates. I used to...well I thought I know everyone of them..well just the face counts. But today I theres a lot of juniors and same form as me that I don't know. call me an ass hole cause I deserve it. If I were them, I sure will hate myself. "How could you! NOT knowing me?" "Hey bitch I've been spying on you and you still haven't notice me?" "Hi, I have be friend with you on facebook..do you know me? my class is just next to yours"

Hell all of this just makes me crazy ! I know no one of you..sorry.

But I will try harder next year, for it is my last year of school.

Tee Hee guess this is for today. I got to pack . Sleepovers at my aunt's new big house :D

Psychotic .

I almost forgot to tell you this . .. I have a psychotic chasing after me. Well, not really chasing running. He likes me like hell. Don't when to quite although I've rejected him quite many times. He sure is tough. His mentally , I think has left the building. For not knowing the word embarrassed . How could YOU! trying to ruin my life. Sure I'm thankful for you liking me. But this is too much man ! Have you no life?? no goals in life?

I think your a player. Because I've done my own research . You are still in love with your Ex . You date THAT girl just because I rejected you, just to make me feel jealous . Know thats not working you break up with her then . Shes our junior! Why! Why do you even play with that girls heart? Man You ARE REALLY PISSING ME OFF HERE!!!

FOR THE MENS LIKE THIS OUT THERE... GIRLS ARE NOT TOYS!!!! I REPEAT ! GIRLS ARE NOT TOYS !

So right now I'm ignoring him.. sure takes a lot of time. But seems today he has stop disturbing me?? hmm....adding to this..because I ignore him.. I think he tell his best friend and his best friend message me next. But I know that trick and I am not gonna fall for it again. P.S. I fall for it and been force to talk to the lunatic again. Ignore Ignore Ignore Ignore .HAHA hey I really don't care bout you anymore....hmm? ... yes I kinda started to like him since his being sweet and mushhy to me. Who wouldn't fall for it.. And yes its hard to ignore some messages. But hey, IHAVE done it! he truely have given up ! Ahahahah ..... now....back to school in another 2 weeks..what if I face him? he usually know where I work doing recess ...ergghhh wanna quit , but I just started :'(

Hmmm....Guess hoping he has fully forgot about me then :)

Happy thoughts , happy thoughts

Tee hee <3

Memory of somebody.

Listen closely and you will hear all this while someone has been whispering to you. Don't ask me if its the devil or the angel . Your old enough to figure it out. Or else how on earth do you found this blog, smart kid.

No matter what you do , remember, Allah is always with you. Night and day . Dead and alive . You name it :)

All people just couldn't stop lying..

I know a person just told someone that they have delete, or close , or what ever...their blog..

I just believe it without any doubt . And later I will find out that it is all fake fake, dishonest, Selfish !

Sometimes I wonder why can't this world be fill with nice happy people. In fact some badass is here lying right in our faces like hell who the fuck does they think they are .. Fuck to those people. AhHAHAHAH !

Work for the Holiday

Just finish my work. End of the project. Can't really say how much I realive . It takes hard work. But then hard work brings a lot of money. hihi .

Sure I don't get it yet. But Thats worth of waiting . haha . Blog another time.