Perfection .

Everybody wants me to be perfect .

Perfect this , perfect that .

If I'm not perfect , you all always look down on me..

With all the nicknames you gave me..I will not let you put my spirit down..

Bibik! Bibik! Bibik! Is that all you can think of?

What The Fucking Do You think I am ?

What have I done to you ?

Why do you HAVE to say it?

Isnt it enough ? How much longer do you intend to hurt me?

I got the feeling you tell your kids to hate me too.

Cause that one brat always kicking and punching me..

Have you no heart ?!

Of all you said and did..I never Ever hold grudge on you.

I always rethink in the most positive way I can .

Although deep in side of me are shading tears..

What do you know..

Yesterday when you said all your friends said was I bibik?

I don't know wherether to belive you or not.

My cousin said not to..cause you like to tease me..

Let me tell you something you don't know.. 'Thats NOT nice'

When it comes to outside beauty , I no close to perfect , or by your side of thinking , I'm no close to average.

Of all you thinking , have you ever look in the mirror?

Your no close yo perfect too..

Its like :

A fat boy says to another normal boy "fat"

What The Hell !

Want to borrow my mirror?

But today I just spend 24 hour with cubby kids.. At first I thought their gonna say bad things to me..So I got to prepare..

But then at the end of the day, I was wrong..They are nice.

They are nicer than you.

Hmph!

Why....

I'm writing this down to let out my feelings..

I thought I was strong enough , prepare enough , but I guess I'm just small tiny useless , UGLY girl...

This post has no meaning to involve anyone at all.

" They all want me to be perfect,

But what can I do If I'm just not perfect ,

I'm just human , so

STOP PUSHING ME"