Today were a 'heavy duty' day of this week. The only thing I do is learn non stop with my friends.
Talk about loads of heavy subjects today.
But am really feeling lonely just now... I can't really explain it clearly to you guys , but as this one friend of mine always feels been isolate by her group friends didn't came to school today..Even if she doesn't know that I also been experiencing this feelings ... but am not wiling to show it to her cause thats only gonna burden her more.
Usually I would't treat my feelings of despair so emotionally...
But today my best friend did't came to school to support me, to be by my side...
I also have this feeling of being left out..Saying 'HI' to thin air they would't reply...not even a head up to look at me. That was the time I almost crack ...But thankful there is my other friend that call out to me to eat recess together.(I don't know if she saw my kristal eyes..HOPE not!) but she came to my rescue.
Although, I don't usually feel THIS down. When I realize there was't anyone by my side .....
nothing feels right...just to have that someone sincerely by your side is soooo damn HARD !
I hate my life for the time being...
P.s What I wrote here must not be taken to heart...just a stupid diary thats been done without thoughts.
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