Thursday, 23/6/2011

Today were a 'heavy duty' day of this week. The only thing I do is learn non stop with my friends.

Talk about loads of heavy subjects today.

But am really feeling lonely just now... I can't really explain it clearly to you guys , but as this one friend of mine always feels been isolate by her group friends didn't came to school today..Even if she doesn't know that I also been experiencing this feelings ... but am not wiling to show it to her cause thats only gonna burden her more.

Usually I would't treat my feelings of despair so emotionally...

But today my best friend did't came to school to support me, to be by my side...

I also have this feeling of being left out..Saying 'HI' to thin air they would't reply...not even a head up to look at me. That was the time I almost crack ...But thankful there is my other friend that call out to me to eat recess together.(I don't know if she saw my kristal eyes..HOPE not!) but she came to my rescue.

Although, I don't usually feel THIS down. When I realize there was't anyone by my side .....

nothing feels right...just to have that someone sincerely by your side is soooo damn HARD !

I hate my life for the time being...

P.s What I wrote here must not be taken to heart...just a stupid diary thats been done without thoughts.

Beast Contest !

I just enter the BEast contest..

I never been to a korean concert, and its too costly if I enter it with my own money..

So, I thought why use my own money when I can try my luck and win it.

They ask to write a simple slogan...

Heres what I wrote...

I deserve to go to the BEAST concert because I really LOVE K-pop. Every time I hear them sing, I would melt and everything beside me just blur out. Just like in my dream.Every day I only open korean channels such KBS , ONE S , and ANIMAX .

What do you think??

I got a shot?

Hee..

I won't be upset if I don't..

Hang Out ? Friends?

Its always difficult to ask permission..

Am really damn frustrated with my Big family...

their VERY nosy...

Always like to pick their nose everywhere they can get.. !

Try be in my shoes for for a day...

That guy

I never knew I will fall in love with this korean guy.At first all my friends were all over him for some reason..

I was like "eeeiii..WHY would you like him. I mean, do you know whats he talking about? "

no answers..

But then I watch the drama his in.. and I ...

ermm....

I... like him a little now. Not that I'm proud of it, just that his so manly and adorable in there..

For some of you who watch " Boys Over Flowers" then you MIGHT think the same way as I do NOW.

OMG ! his soooo freaking HOT !

His name is Lee Min HO.

And right now am updating myself what is he doing..

Upcoming is his new drama "City Hunter"

Really can't wait for it.. ngee..

But for you out there, do you think I should watch it??

I mean, am still watching Boys Over Flowers.

I don't want to mix the character... It won't be fun... I f you know what I mean... >.< !

Fate

My fate is always been like this.

Meaning, I can't have a boyfriend. lilerly !

I don't even start to think of it, but I got into a mess about this things.

My family likes to elaborate this kind of stuff into some kind of a big matter.

Though, just a guy calling me I got into a REALLY big hot gossip .

My family is so attach to my mum's side that one false move..you're dead.

The big title is ready for you. Its frustrating sometimes that knowing you cannot have a tiny little secret. Couse danger is just right with you.

Korea Dramas

I love you damn much !
Thats why I hate you right now..
Right now is my holiday..
And I'm spending it watching you online..for god sake
I'm bored :'(

My mum ask me to go out with her, but i reject her without any thoughts.
It feels like I'm stuck with the laptop.
How cruel am I. She said its been long that she wants to take me to that place..

This is the worst holiday ever. Talk about I'm the most excited person to have my break..
but this is the out come...
.......someone please help me :'

CRIME

Is that even a word??
Is playing the instrument a bad thing to do?
ofcouse for you morons out there who doesnt like hearing music is a crime to you ears.
I love to play the piano .
But theres no way for me to even TOUCH it.
I wont allow to enter classes
to even learn music deeper..
All thats left for me is just my nick name "blindy in music"
har har har
:'(

cousins

Let me ask
WHY is he so such a freak?
Know why?
HA ha ha
coz his so such a dork.
Keep on saying i'm FAt !
Well guess what?
i'm gonna do some exercise
and see the different.
Although, if your reading this.
F.Y.I am NOT FAt.
Just a tiny belly.
And I hate it too
I know am not that perfect.. but guess what?
so are you !
your a guy.!
and you've over board with your diet..
TOO small fat ass !!