Have I change??

This week has been so confusing.. huh..
First,my junior cousin has been asking me about boys,-"have you have one?" -"you're old and all." -"I have already" -"last year actually..hee" -"No?? Then how will you survive the future??"
Those are the meaningless cheap talk I ever been in..
And then I've began too attach to my other friend which a.k.a. playgirl..
Don't get me wrong and all, I like friends with her. The only thing here is that I began to follow her. THIS is something I don't like.
I was .. erm.. AND always been a timid girl.
Although I don't actually like being like this, its actually good for me..hmm,hmm.
At first I'm embarrass about this small matter.
But then when I met that person,his not embarrass about this.. His not even try to change himself. And that's why I look up to him...for now..