Have I change??

This week has been so confusing.. huh..
First,my junior cousin has been asking me about boys,-"have you have one?" -"you're old and all." -"I have already" -"last year actually..hee" -"No?? Then how will you survive the future??"
Those are the meaningless cheap talk I ever been in..
And then I've began too attach to my other friend which a.k.a. playgirl..
Don't get me wrong and all, I like friends with her. The only thing here is that I began to follow her. THIS is something I don't like.
I was .. erm.. AND always been a timid girl.
Although I don't actually like being like this, its actually good for me..hmm,hmm.
At first I'm embarrass about this small matter.
But then when I met that person,his not embarrass about this.. His not even try to change himself. And that's why I look up to him...for now..

We're USEd to be close..

My mum is starting to annoyed me.hahh..
We're getting apart every second..whether in the same room, i just can't get along with her..Actually I hate that, so I did try and to talk something out.. f.y.i. it takes all my guts just to say/ask something...
But ALWAYS my line been cut short by her...or no replys at all. I dont like repeating it..if I do, it might get into a worst arguement right??
So I keep silent ..
Why,why?
Am I TOO small to be heard??

Online diary

I know your my online diary, I made you so no one can read you. A.k.a. my mom. I know she keeps on denying she ever read my journal under my pillow. But everytime people talk about my blog.They always say why not let anyone read??
This is just a PLAIN blog where I express my feelings the most.Who I hate at school for today, what happen, what made me cry,feeling depress ? That kind of stuff..
But just now my mum was surprise that I have blog.Am not ,NOT letting her read this. Its actually for her own good haha.
When she found out that I'm not letting anyone read this,she was actually shock.
This how it goes..
Mom "why not letting anyone read your blog?? isn't that the main point of having a blog??"
Me "Well ya, but this is something personal. Only some people can read this. Its full with dark secret, or so."

And the conversation just ended. Right now I'm thinking if wonder I should blow this blog to everybody. But then where should I write the paint full embarasment , right?

They're Amazing !

My mom came soo late today. Really piss off actually . Making me waiting so long. But thank goodness she has an excuse , kena saman rupenye.

But guess what? I've be so long not hearing advice from a human. Haha ! I'm lame, I know. But anyway it made me happy. Finally someone who response to me.
Made a few friends and that one akak is so awesome!
They're all funny, though we just met, it felt like we known each other for so long.
Hihihi ! Todays not a bad day. :D

Exam?? Hahahaha !!

Wanna know why I laugh?
Its easy.. because I don't study. Thought I was gonna fail for my exam.
Thank goodness my sweet, sweet friends was group studying history.And making me listen to them a.k.a. answers to my paper. Hahaha!
I remember it all that got in the paper. First time feeling Awesome after an exam hee~

Later
I saw Eta !! On the way back home . I was in my car.
Hmm.. just realize we did't see each other at all for today.. Miss her already Haha.
Eta, if your reading this..jangan kembang2 haha !