B.B (buble butt)

I totally forgot to watch Black Butler yesterday,destracted by black butler online..
I thought of waking up at 3 am for the replay..But I got scare , what if my dad ask why on earth I wake up in the middle of a night for just a cartoon.. I hate people see me as "otakun"
So I did't but then I wont be seeing it sooner..Feeling frustrated !
Hug me.. :,(